shut up, it hurts

Shit,
there’s like rain but no rainbows,
you’re holding it back
but too much can’t be on hold anymore
You lose sight of reasons

And you are too angry to admit
it is wrong to be mad,
it is childish and pointless
eventually you’ll realize
it doesn’t have to be that fatal to hurt

You grind your teeth
and breathing harder
Tried watching porn
but nothing seems to matter

those on hold sadness and
on hold tears
will eventually flow
to cleanse vile soul

Cruel or not at all
but when it hurts, then it hurts
doesn’t have to be that big
you just have to cry after all.