4. 4

You shall not cling to the past. Change is inevitable.To be able to make a colossal leap, move forward with confidence and great belief that you’ll be more awesome. You will not be stocked to your present. You are moving for time doesn’t wait for anyone. You will grab opportunities and make the most of it. Holding your future now, you will make decisions for yourself but won’t be discarding the remnants of past. You will see them again and drink with them and you shall still be awesome by that time.


Never invite an ex in your wedding. Chances are, they’ll get back together and you’ll be devastated being left alone, or you’ll be that person who’ll have to rely on your buddies.
inevitable emotions, release the berseker.
Just be cool.
Maybe, your friends doesn’t like him anyway. Or you’ll meet someone who likes the same movie that you’ve been watching for your whole life and every Christmas Eve.
Perhaps, you didn’t know that person very well. You might accidentally kill him not knowing his allergic with peanuts.
Or you two are just not meant to be.
You don’t have such good mental connection, you think you were cool but then she’s actually thinking different things on hand. Sadly, that’s how it is. You cannot force someone you hold dear to love you back, expecting the same amount of affection for maybe, in their hearts, they also held someone so dear for so long and they forgot it is still there hanging in corner and no one in either side is letting go.
They will remain there for so long that they can’t even let another person invade that space, not even if you gave them your heart.

You’re wedding is supposed to be the happiest day of your life. The perfect love story ending.

Everyone has a ghost. Everyone’s haunted, you shouldn’t run from the confrontation. Search your feelings. Deal with it, and think properly of the words you’re gonna say.

Swallow your anger.
Throw it on someone’s face.
Or just forget.





Once i was convinced that moving in with the person you wanna marry is actually natural. Since you’ll be spending the whole eternity with that one person, ne?

Guess im easily confronted by the fact that i don’t really last in a relationship, well, compared to my friends who can last years. Always thinking of settling, that’s me. Whenever im interested in a guy i felt the urge to know more of course, but i rarely get so involved so i always got nowhere.

And so this guy preached,

“So I thought, bakit kailangan ng practice mode? Ibig sabihin, pag sumablay kami, split na kami? Live like a couple minus the commitment? Pa’no pag nawala na yung magic? Goodbye na?

Kung kasal na, kasal na. Wala nang practice. I think that’s the real cowardice. Yung i-try muna natin kung it will work kasi takot! kayo na baka hindi maging successful ang outcome. Saan na napunta ang excitement ng buhay? Kaya nga kayo in-love, para sabay kayong humarap sa totoong buhay, sa hirap at ginahawa, di ba? Hindi yung pagpapraktisan muna ninyo para siguradong ginhawa lang.”

if you don’t have the balls, then don’t think of marriage.


First of all, marriage is built with trust. Honestly, love as i believed must survive the trial of time and distance. Though its love that was said to be the main reason of the union. You are going to trust each and every part of you to someone, your hopes and dreams, present and future, your soul and beliefs. You’ll entrust them to keep you comfortable with your own flaws and imperfectness, the defects you have, and in your weakness, you trust them to provide you the strength.

You see, moving together isn’t really a must. it is nothing but a mere excuse to enjoy a company, to cuddle, to have someone at the moment. There’s the blithe reality of not wanting to be together. Unsteady ans unsure. it is a declarative indirect statement that i’m looking for your flaws and we shall correct it or else we won’t be going anywhere.



Marriage is not just sacred, it is a dream. i hold great expectations of tomorrow and it always involve the dream of togetherness. I believe that i’m one miserable individual. For i carry lust after the one i like. No good in keeping words, i’m someone who will make you trust me and then it will be decided that i shall break your heart.

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