safe

Clearly tells how useful it has been, now set aside for its purpose had been reached its limit.

 

A rusty safe sitting,

around the corner looming

with extreme gloominess

that nobody thinks exist

 

what have you been through

had they made good use of you

have you protected whats in you

or let others ravish you

 

ii

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A picture is worth 1000 words. This safe has been through a lot. Tell its story. Image credit: “safe” – © 2007 Paul Keller – made available under Attribution 2.0 Generic

shut up, it hurts

Shit,
there’s like rain but no rainbows,
you’re holding it back
but too much can’t be on hold anymore
You lose sight of reasons

And you are too angry to admit
it is wrong to be mad,
it is childish and pointless
eventually you’ll realize
it doesn’t have to be that fatal to hurt

You grind your teeth
and breathing harder
Tried watching porn
but nothing seems to matter

those on hold sadness and
on hold tears
will eventually flow
to cleanse vile soul

Cruel or not at all
but when it hurts, then it hurts
doesn’t have to be that big
you just have to cry after all.

MOVE

4. 4

You shall not cling to the past. Change is inevitable.To be able to make a colossal leap, move forward with confidence and great belief that you’ll be more awesome. You will not be stocked to your present. You are moving for time doesn’t wait for anyone. You will grab opportunities and make the most of it. Holding your future now, you will make decisions for yourself but won’t be discarding the remnants of past. You will see them again and drink with them and you shall still be awesome by that time.

4.5

Never invite an ex in your wedding. Chances are, they’ll get back together and you’ll be devastated being left alone, or you’ll be that person who’ll have to rely on your buddies.
inevitable emotions, release the berseker.
Just be cool.
Maybe, your friends doesn’t like him anyway. Or you’ll meet someone who likes the same movie that you’ve been watching for your whole life and every Christmas Eve.
Perhaps, you didn’t know that person very well. You might accidentally kill him not knowing his allergic with peanuts.
Or you two are just not meant to be.
You don’t have such good mental connection, you think you were cool but then she’s actually thinking different things on hand. Sadly, that’s how it is. You cannot force someone you hold dear to love you back, expecting the same amount of affection for maybe, in their hearts, they also held someone so dear for so long and they forgot it is still there hanging in corner and no one in either side is letting go.
They will remain there for so long that they can’t even let another person invade that space, not even if you gave them your heart.

4.6
You’re wedding is supposed to be the happiest day of your life. The perfect love story ending.

Everyone has a ghost. Everyone’s haunted, you shouldn’t run from the confrontation. Search your feelings. Deal with it, and think properly of the words you’re gonna say.

Swallow your anger.
Throw it on someone’s face.
Or just forget.

 

The Craft of Writing: Interview with Michael Wallace (Part II)

R.

David Gaughran

Wolves_ebook smallerToday I have Part II of my interview with Michael Wallace – an author who has sold over 400,000 e-books since he started self-publishing in January 2011.

If you missed Part I yesterday, that’s here and make sure to read that first.

In this second installment, Michael talks about the kind of marketing that has worked for him, his advice for newer self-publishers, and his take on the 10,000 hours theory as it applies to the craft of writing.

We talked about author platform, but that’s only one aspect of marketing. While you don’t spend a huge amount of time blogging, or on Twitter or whatever, you do take an active role in promoting your books. What has been the most effective method, for you, in terms of reaching readers and growing your audience?

The two big things an author needs to do is to expand visibility and to…

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LIVE IN

 

Once i was convinced that moving in with the person you wanna marry is actually natural. Since you’ll be spending the whole eternity with that one person, ne?

Guess im easily confronted by the fact that i don’t really last in a relationship, well, compared to my friends who can last years. Always thinking of settling, that’s me. Whenever im interested in a guy i felt the urge to know more of course, but i rarely get so involved so i always got nowhere.

And so this guy preached,

“So I thought, bakit kailangan ng practice mode? Ibig sabihin, pag sumablay kami, split na kami? Live like a couple minus the commitment? Pa’no pag nawala na yung magic? Goodbye na?

Kung kasal na, kasal na. Wala nang practice. I think that’s the real cowardice. Yung i-try muna natin kung it will work kasi takot! kayo na baka hindi maging successful ang outcome. Saan na napunta ang excitement ng buhay? Kaya nga kayo in-love, para sabay kayong humarap sa totoong buhay, sa hirap at ginahawa, di ba? Hindi yung pagpapraktisan muna ninyo para siguradong ginhawa lang.”

if you don’t have the balls, then don’t think of marriage.

 

First of all, marriage is built with trust. Honestly, love as i believed must survive the trial of time and distance. Though its love that was said to be the main reason of the union. You are going to trust each and every part of you to someone, your hopes and dreams, present and future, your soul and beliefs. You’ll entrust them to keep you comfortable with your own flaws and imperfectness, the defects you have, and in your weakness, you trust them to provide you the strength.

You see, moving together isn’t really a must. it is nothing but a mere excuse to enjoy a company, to cuddle, to have someone at the moment. There’s the blithe reality of not wanting to be together. Unsteady ans unsure. it is a declarative indirect statement that i’m looking for your flaws and we shall correct it or else we won’t be going anywhere.

 

 

Marriage is not just sacred, it is a dream. i hold great expectations of tomorrow and it always involve the dream of togetherness. I believe that i’m one miserable individual. For i carry lust after the one i like. No good in keeping words, i’m someone who will make you trust me and then it will be decided that i shall break your heart.

iiii iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

 

8/28/2013 10:29pm

Hi.
TODAY, we went in the Cultural Center. Not really excited about it,
because
(1) its a seminar,
(2) we dont have anything to do afterwards
(3) you won’t be there,

You have to be mentioned last, though truly you’re the only reason why i have no interest in going.
You’re a better speaker.
Ideal.
You value your listener, their time, and you’re really passionate in your talks. I suppose you’ll be studying your talk objectively and subjectively.

What will be interesting and knowledgeable to hear at the same time?

TODAY, I emerged myself to listening quite enthusiastically to people who others find interesting, successful, and confident. Guess what, you alone would have made that four-hour seminar better.